没有快乐的日子

从星期日到现在的日子好难过...
我觉得我很不开心，也很烦~
第一
[Dear老公]
你让我对你的感觉越来越反感了
你让我很伤心，也让我很失望~
我感觉到你变了，我感觉是对的！
为什么要骗我，为何要瞒着我？
为什么要那么神秘？
你答应我很多东西，你根本做不到...为什么？
我心很痛，很痛...
你是不是不再爱我了？你是不是不要我了？
是不是不当我在你身边？是不是？是不是啊？？？！！！！
每次讲心事的时候你都会伤心也会知错，但是你说你会改，你会做给我看，也不想失去我？
但是.....?
为什么全部都是假的？为什么？
我对你不好吗？
你要求什么我都给到你也做到给你，但是我要求的东西你完全都没有做到！
为什么？
我们分开的日子希望你会好好的去想，我求你去想，我求你
我真的很辛苦
我很不开心
我很不舍得
但是为了我们的将来我一定要做到
如果你想和我永远在一起的话，希望你去想一想怎样才能幸福的一起到一辈子
老公我很真的很想要好好的跟你一起，但是我逼不到你改那就算了吧
我只能说''我爱你''
我的心永远都在你心里，等着你去改变吧
老公虽然我们没有的在一起了
你会记得我们美好的回忆吗？
如果你忘记了，你能去我的新的blog看看吧
我不会怪你忘记，你会回去看那就好了
肥子老公
记得，记得，记得
在外面小心点
好好照顾自己吖
我许文倩永远爱你黄健益



忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才确定不能再挽留
才会让你一个人走
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
多想妥协 多想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼贝
能不能够让我们回到从前
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍

我的感受

[好不开心]


[dear]M.I.P
我觉得你给不到你之前给我的感觉了
现在的你，已经不是我要的~
老公我好辛苦，希望你明白
成熟点可以吗？
我想到永远和你在一起，但是你好像不像酱的结局TT
我天天在你房间，在你身边都抱着你的去想
怎样你才感受到我的心要什么
我做工已经很大压力了
如果你不再爱我了
我们就别浪费时间好吗？
我不想要那么快离开你身边~
但是.......你这样对我，是让我为你流泪罢了
我想天天都开心的过日子
我要你好好的听我话，你要什么我都给到你
为什么你给不到我呢？
难道我对你不好吗？
唉，我怕有一天我会遇到比你更好的
希望你会好好的珍惜吧


宝贝老公.....[]❤❤❤黄健益❤❤❤


       ❤❤❤我爱你❤❤❤


-nicnic-








[工作]




今天是满开心的是因为我终于出到机了
O(∩_∩)O哈哈~
今天就是我的一天，虽然心情是不好的
但是也做到东西勒
今天忙了一整天，也很累了
今天要早点睡
加上明天我妈，二仔，和一位好朋友生日
要庆祝哦，今天要睡的够够哦~
(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……








Mummy
Kim Zaii
Mona




Happy Birthday^^
Hope u all happy 4ever Yea~
Love You guys


Nitex Nitex''






[ENds]




`nicnic-

世界变了

[having a bad day]

Everyone surely change.

Cant figure out what can this happen?

Now isit because of money only be friends?

haihx'' can feel like last time memories anymore

I miss last time

怎样都好，我都是你朋友

希望你能明白下我心情~

别变到那么串，能说是报应吧

我都可以忍...忍几久都无所谓，最重要你满意就好了

希望你会变回之前会关心人，帮助人，给意见朋友，和有事情和朋友分析吧

[work工作]

2day i massege my boss told him that i cant handle the job anymore

i wanna quite the job haihx'' he treat good,ask to think think about it.

i feel i like the more on this work

2day i asked 1 of my b.friends to company me well im very unhappy

but she cant come that's fine

i hide in the room whole day,1of my colleague had call me he knows what's happening on me

he called me to tell me everythings that he knows about me

he concern about me,so i feel very happy & he helped me to solve the problem

i feel very happy^^

Finally i willing to come out from the room adi

i told him 2moro i ll go bk to work adi

he also satisfaction & feel happy that he could helped me

we are friends...we ll get intouch if we had any problem

thanks anyway

是你扶我起来的，真的很感谢你~
我第一次给人关心到他知道我在想什么...
原来我是可以的，对自己有信心就能了
明天我就回来了^^
刚刚开心回，也刚刚离开了房间...
我终于舍得从房间出来了~
我的心安心了很多，有你在我一定会做的美给你看

你是个好人，也会关心我的人，真的很谢谢你

我永远都会记得你哦~

[dear]M.I.P

你变了很多我都没有怪你，但是你每次怎样对我

我真的很不满意~我太伤心了

每天我不开心的日子，你都看不出...

为什么？两年多了，你也了解不到我..

我看你的心已经没有我了，是不是已经到时间了？

我有多爱你，你也知道的..

为何你不能为我？同事人，都能看得出我的心情为何你不能？

每样东西不一定要说出来的，爱一个人应该要懂得去爱她吧

我有事情你有关心过我吗？不要怪我不说，是因为你已经懂了

但是你只是懒偷的去想该怎样帮我呢...

你到现在只顾自己，没有顾过我

我的心不能用钱买回来的

不要以为，我为了你钱，你的摩托，和你家才和你一起~

我能说不是~！

我有自己为什么我不回？

我有钱，为什么你有事我能拿的出给你？

世界上有交通，为什么一定要你摩托？

你自己好好的去想吧

你要什么我没有给你吗？

我要什么，你能给到吗？

我有很多东西去烦了，还要烦你的一份吗？

没有人是能像你那么关心我，是你罢了

是你，但是不是现在的你

现在的你太离谱了

我的心碎了

[Myself]

我觉得发生太多事情了，可能我太倒霉了

还是这些是我自己的问题

我想了很多次，我也不知道我的问题是在哪里

可能有些东西是不适合我，但我还是要那样东西？

我想一个人住，一个人坐着的哭，一个人自己去想

我觉得是应该到我改变自己吧

我不能再酱下去了

不然我真的会失去很多东西

朋友们，如果你觉得有事情找你，还是我男友不给

我可以说不是，是我天天有东西烦，不是不要陪你们哦

[ENds]

`nicnic!

About Me & friends

[friends]
2day wednesday fion my friend talk to me & chat with me this morning
7am somethin in the morning i went to toilet haihx'' stomach damn pain.
she feel upsad about relationship.i just can Consolation her.
Fion无论什么事情我都会尽力去帮你，安慰你...
我也会在身边支持你的...


【Brother】
When i went to work my dad send a sms to me,that regardin about my brothers
they have sick,& the second brother have a little problem that i cant get to him
this afternoon my dad came to pick up me straight to visit my brothers my dad is going to out station 4work
so i need to help out..
My twins brothers feel so sick & they even never attend to school & exam too
I feel Guilty conscience because i less visit them TT
I hope i work hard & get my own car so i can everyday ll stay by their side
I really miss u guys...hope u guys get well yea..sis here need to work hard and find some money
So that i can give u all what u guys want to.
I Love You All
By sis nic
At night is time to get back to my own hse i leave them when their are sleeping so my dear come and pick me up
because 2moro i have work to go on.


[Work]
About work i feel hard to me，its because had many problem on this company
Hard to explain but some of my friends ll think negative on me
I just can say i can work very hardly until this end of this month
If boss cant accept me,please dont blame on me
This 2months i had many kinds of problems that i cant solve it fast as i cant
这份工作我能做到这个月尾罢了，老板接不接受我...
由老板决定，因为我做这份工做了两个月太多是非了...
我并没管别人怎样看我，我做好自己就可以了...
我可以说我是能的，但交代的人而不是我...
所以我只能接受事实...
我怎样辛苦我都不介意，我做到我开心我都会满意...
我要做到我是有用的人....


[Dear]M.I.P
老公O(∩_∩)O谢谢你
我得到什么困难你都会支持我，也会给我意见让我慢慢的去解决事情
从我开始做第二个月份工的时候，你开始很体谅我，了解我...
你会明白我，为什么做工做到傻...
你真的对我很好\(^o^)/~我很开心
天天放工都是你来载我，你却没有迟到...你也肯等我一个小时或半个小时...
你根本不像以前的你...乱乱发脾气...乱乱发脾气的是我，因为我工作太多压力不应该发在你身上
老公真的很对不起...
老公真的很谢谢你...
我和你都觉得，对方做工会比之前少吵架了
我们也会想到未来了，对方有什么困难我们都一起解决,一起面对不怕给别人说...
我们也少出街了也少花钱了...这个时候是应该存钱的时候了
老公希望你每件事情你所答应我，希望你能继续的做下去..
老婆我
永远都会在你身边支持你~
永远的关心你~
永远的去珍惜你~
永远的去爱你~


宝贝老公
相信我吧...
我是不会离开你...


-nicnic-
[ENDS]

My Off day

2day is my off day

whole day at home plus raining nia~

actually 2day plan to go out with friends that long time never meet

At last all tired then sleep until so late

Nvm..i have a nap on the afternoon,when i wake up its raining

I wait until my dear come back,it because 1of my wokers invite me to movies

She bought our ticket adi,so we also must reach

We watched that movies called ''nightmare......''

So scary,always get shock of it....

haha^^

810pm-10pm

We reached dp about 10something...

Yamcha with friends king gaii luhh...

b4 12o'clock we went back home

2day very happy because long time never watch movie with my dear adi^^

that day he never feel angry,he is wet because about the rain he still dare to go with me to movies show~

[ENDS]

Working Life

My working Life make me comfortable but learning is abit confuse
I hope i can do the best that i can
I'' ll Intention to myself to this work
This is my 1st work that i wont regard & wont feel so hard
This days sleep early wake up early,i ll get habit on it~^^
Working make me less hanging around & spend less money
I want to earn my own money to buy my own car with my own poket money
I want to be a useful person in my life
I wont be like last time using by ppl<意识是说不想再靠别人了，尤其是男友>
This is My working Life i'll feel happy sometimes
I Hope My friends ll be my side 4ever
I Love u guys& My Lover

[ENDS]

''I Love eu'' But...我爱你，但是...

I really Love u But...

I can't stand how u treat me== TT

I Hope u can change,if u cant do it..maybe i'll choose to leave u.

我爱你，但是...

我真的忍不到你怎样对我...

好是好，你自己做错东西你自己不知道..

你只要一样东西，是我不喜欢的

你说你会改，结果？我也失望了

你骗我那么多次，我也不要''穿包''你...

因为我真的很爱你..可能你会比较开心我只好给你开心令原自己不开心~

从我公公去世了，你也一样答应我不会再做错了

但是还是没有改，一个人要改一定有心去改不需要时间

你只会给我不开心的日子，我为了你那么多难道你发觉不到吗？

我们在一起差不多要三年了，我都等你那么久了你还是一样的性格

我忍够了，也辛苦够了..如果真的有一天我离开了你

我希望你会好好的去想，你别想我有第二个才离开你...是为你好我才将做~

我在你身边根本做不到一点东西，那么久了我是不会介意

你能为你家人和我家人早想吗？

我是不是很会讲话的人来的我只会写罢了，希望你不会怪我不告诉你

宝贝老公我明天开工了，希望你会乖乖...不会背叛我...

我会好好做这份工，让你和其他人信我，我是能的不是没有用的

如果我们分了手，想看到我们以前的回忆

你上我的BLog就能见到我们照片的回忆

我会天天写我的日记，希望你会慢慢的去想

我离开是因为我很累了，也是太爱你了

黄健益你是我最爱的人，也是最久在一起的男友

我是不会忘记你，我也会慢慢的放弃你~

[End]

''Me & Mummy Back 2gether adii''

Me & Mummy Rle Rle Back 2gether again.

Mummy i miss eu^^

1st day we went to sing k at neway lesiure mall

Me,Mummy,Fion

We were so happy nia

But less talk not like last time adii..

But need time to change our friendship

Im so happy i have bk my mum,i really did wrong

But u trust me that i''ll change..thank u mum~!

You always be at my side

I Love eu 4ever^^

Bout My ''BaoBeii Hou X Zaii Birthday''

Long time never write Blog.

Now write all 2day

Zaii Birthday On 5March2010

On 4March2010 midnight

We went to Neway at Leisure Mall

All meet at Dp,We went to eat at ABC Eat until 1030pm

11pm is our time to be at Neway,because zaizai bithday is at 2mro by passing 12am midnight

Zaii was surprise by us.We gave him happyness on his this year birthday party

We bought him cake''cheese''

He so happy

B4 at Neway he was like so unhappy sitting alone on his motor

Zaii Hope this year the birthday u really happy dun think gf is not beside u,u wont be happy at all we ll give u happy & always beside u^^

we drink Kampai ..we drank 3bottle each ppl

Wohh..all red face Like me too hahax''^^

Pass 12am we sang ''Birthday Song'' to him.

He really get surprise from us,suddenly his gf call him like so unhappy

But nvm. hope u all get happy^^

Zaii me n daddy really sek u and love u too~

[End]All Go home sleep because everyone had work

WAD DID I DID?RELI MISS EU

so unhappy til now
i dunno y we stop be fren 2gether
i saw dou tis pic i ll so sad
last time geh things reli sorry
if u reli cant 4give me
nvm bah
算我没有对你那么好~
如果我真的改变了，你想回来做回我妈咪的话还可以
但是希望之前的误会还不会在...
之前的事我也不想再解释了~
这次你让我感觉你好像要变了
算了吧~人会变..
我体谅~
我知道这些日子跟你，我真的很经理的跟你开心~

Normal day

2day so tired nia~
not enough slp plus my teeth pain==
so cham la><
2day work til 2am
after work go find zaii zaii
dear buy me new clothes lehz
so nice....^^bao beii i Luvb euu
tis is my 1st time whole day nvr eat cuz bout my teeth
damn fuking pain!!
2mro reli nid to see doctor lerr
cant stand the pain
bao beii 2day sam qing hou lo..
but work thr lehz he aso stand alot of ppl de angryness
i hate he take all those fucking things
he say he ll change til now?haihx''
dun wan say he liao so fucking dissapoited~
wad can i do?teach hiim?==@@
2moro off luhh~~~
thinkin planing whr 2go
now wan go rest lerr..
jus finish work so tired plus nt enough slp...
nitezz nitez

nicnic

A BAD DAY

Ytd cum bk late so late post

Ytd is a bad day
mou go dou work
let ppl scold
fren problem too
haihx''==!!!

2days mou slp lerr...
morning wait til zaii call den onli wake up my deaR
we prepare to go eat breakfast nia~
at last go dou eat [dim Sam] ahx''
eart finish lerr..
ah gua n hou zaii go ah gua hse
kim zaii n tailing go bk shower
me n dear aso go hum luhh
all prepare lerr den wait hou n ah gua call us go lm
afternoonn 1pm den go ler...
go dou hou lik em happii la
den all sienx dunno wan go whr
hou gf aso thr 3gurlz tim
2aso is fren laii de num3 is my dear last time geh gf~!!
my dear talk wit her,sumore tat gurl touch her mou laii mou laii qu TT
i jus have to 忍i dun wan argue cuz i adii em happii
ytd aso nt fun plus many problem too
lm finish lerr,mummy rle rle call me say fion dunno how to go work de
so my decision is ask my fren send her luhh,but i told rle tat doesnt have motor cap
think how to get it..think dou 520pm lerr aso think em dou lik all aso dun wan go work geh
at last go curi lo,aso no idea lerr go curi aso nid time sumore is 1person go do...==
so em fong sam,nid help fren nid treat fren gud too~
curi dou 1,stil gt1....all jus wait onli~
suddenly we all petronas,saw dou tailing let police chase ahx''
wah~all is suddenly!!!so 倒霉 den ah gua my dear angku go n chase find whr is he n help him
al last long laii long qu aso find em dou we keep calling n calling aso nobody answer
maybe race gan gua~all so dam sam if i did nt ask to help maybe it wont happen
at loast hp ring is tailing call de...say tat police chase em dou now cum bk lm
walao~ POLICE ANGKAT 125 Zr DAN 135 TAK DAPAT TANGKAP kriss!!!!loser,no use!!!
no use geh POLICE all at thr laugh n think loo....wat the hell?hou choii loo..if not i muz pay
i aso say sry to them lerr 2day wad had happen
all em song lerr so nvr bring us to work
auntie thr aso angry la...haihx''wad a day!!!
ah gua went to his fren birthday den fion rle go hum
me
dear '
hou
kim
tailing
go ABC yamcha n eat
saw dou xin er n xiao qi is hou geh gf n frenz
den 2gether yamcha luh~
at last hou go hum shower rest he 2day adii too tired lerr n xiong sam==
me n dear aso go bk ler shower onli go out again
but we slap on the bed
tailin n kim aso bk
when we slpin they came to our hse
den kim start to sleep ler..
tailing go out wit frenz luuhhh
sam qing stil ok nia~
all slp lerr i go play com den chat dou wit hou
den hou n ks cum find us
ks argue wit fion aso
haihx''all 2day such a BAD DAY
den all at angku my dear hse king gaii lo...
smoke toO~
king dou 2am hou go bk lerr den ks 4-5am oni bk...
but me dear n kim aso slp leerrr ks wach movie den wake up me ask me open door 4him~
1days aso pass lerr xuan ba la
no next time den can jor la...

2day wake up onli post blog ytd so busy n tired~!!

LiFe is short

Tis days always work so tired nia~
Ytd mummy rle rle went hum slp liao luhh
she very happii
im glad she is very happii
i went to my dear hse to slp nia
we watch movie after zaii cum find me chat
chat til so late ahx cuz he very unhappy
another 1 so happii cuz he doesnt have any problem
sumore nid scold me [bullshit]==!!!!
we king dou 4am ahx''
i 6am onli slp
wah~2day wake up so late lerr...
but stil tired nia
now at prozone wit
my dear la..
zaii la..
ah gua too...
haha he very funny de..
k la..
now wan go out lerr...
l8r continue

为什么你要离开我?

Y did eu nid to leave me lik tat?
wad did i do wrong?
haihx''
my heart think wad mayb u doesnt noe
i feel so upsad~
wad should i do ahx''
i fucking hate wad u treat me lik tat!!!!!

为什么你要离开我？
是不是我又做错了什么
我们在一起
经历了那么多
难道你已经不爱我？

心好痛你要开我
是不是我付出的不够多
到最后还是我一个
我没有把握~

你说我不必难过
坚强是给你最好的礼物
忍住眼泪想说
声音却斗了
真的很想把你挽留

你说过你只属于我
现在你却对我说
我们没有结果！

我恨你

我真的很后悔了~
我现在才想到你们需要的是什么
真的很对不起
希望你们能原谅我
真的很想跟你们道歉~

so sorry

HappY daY HappY Life

hahax
so happii nia~
everyday go out wit
my frenz n zaii woh..

mummy rle rle
daddy ABC
咪咪 fion 【宝贝的妈咪】
爹地ks【宝贝的爸比】
dear宝贝暗古
仔仔 【豪豪】
kim zaii 【金友】
金头鬼 new fren laii de...
he so cute n funny~~

all cum out 2gether yamcha n play com dota
so song lehz..
every whr we aso go de...
finish lepak den cum my dear hse play com king gaii watch movie
hmmm^^

tis all every mid n nite do de...
nitez time all work 2gether at p.m
hahax reli so song lehz...^^
happii every day more gud
no nid confuse so much~~
tis all my happiiness

i Luvb eu all yea~~
muaksz muaksz

happii + unbeliveable day

Ytd= jus now midnite

[hou kim zaii]
came to angku hse
im so happii can talk bk to them lerr...
long time mou chat liao
everytime aso lik tat de
at last aso de same^^
hope no more next time lerr
tis year is new year n new life~
hahax
til now aso nvr slp yet
start work at wed luhh
can play too much
muz slp more lehz
rlerle mum at hum slping lik [PIG]
errr.....@.@
now mornin luhh
dear dear 宝贝go work lo...
haihx'' alone lerr...nid slp but aso cant slp
keke^^sot geh me~

happii Life
happii day

new year 2010

31 dec

im so happii tat day
have a great party at hum~
hmmmm^^
we played til morning
we drank
we made barbi kuii
we do it all ourself
so sedap lehz

my frenz
m.y
bean
k.f
rle
micheal
A.b.c
black snake

and my dad n bros toO~
we have a hapii day ahx''