my brain keep turning & turn

mY brain ll lose all memory if im stil thinking~
y cnt stop thinking?
cuz bou

LOVE
MONEY $$
FAMILY
CHRISTAMS
NEW YAR

a bad day

haihx''
angku chase me bk 1 week jor...
have alot of problem==
1week wit parents a pangkor island very nonsen..
i and m.y sms very happii everytime he ll puii me n make happii~
at thr my dad give me alot of preesure always scolding TT

bk tat day is going to start to slove alot of problem
y always gt problem de?is bcuz bou angku always bou him i ll lost alot of frenz n family~
wad should i can do?
2yrs geh gam qing so hard to put down de,bt when i wit my frenz every whr i ll be happii
n i wnt think bou him de
bcuz my zaii n my side everytime he ll make me control
im very happii everyday evrytime every min
wont lose any1 everyday
haihx''
i see dou angku change alot onli i ll accpet bk,nt im talking 4him..
is i give time adii
he aso can wait me,he promise geh things he ll d0 it...
but no1 ll understand wad i wan wad im thinking at all

from 7th december
i adi start to lose every1 cuz of angku
i dunno wad to do..
i trust myself tat i can slove it all
i think dou they ll understand me bt at last..
im so sad they make so dissapointed
lik they reli think dou is a user?
isit rite?isit true?
i em xiong fan adii cuz i lik doesnt have frenz
at last they ll understand i think so...

bt i most hope is b4 my zaii wei hou leave kL
i xiong see him 1more time puii him last day~
reli xiong...cry jor so sam fu aso nobody noes
eye so painful...
i think all tis kind of things is me wan to mek de...==
i aso dunno how to becum a [person]jor~!!!!

im so so sry every1
i hope we can be those days happii 2gether

_____nicnic babY____