my brain keep turning & turn

mY brain ll lose all memory if im stil thinking~
y cnt stop thinking?
cuz bou

LOVE
MONEY $$
FAMILY
CHRISTAMS
NEW YAR

a bad day

haihx''
angku chase me bk 1 week jor...
have alot of problem==
1week wit parents a pangkor island very nonsen..
i and m.y sms very happii everytime he ll puii me n make happii~
at thr my dad give me alot of preesure always scolding TT

bk tat day is going to start to slove alot of problem
y always gt problem de?is bcuz bou angku always bou him i ll lost alot of frenz n family~
wad should i can do?
2yrs geh gam qing so hard to put down de,bt when i wit my frenz every whr i ll be happii
n i wnt think bou him de
bcuz my zaii n my side everytime he ll make me control
im very happii everyday evrytime every min
wont lose any1 everyday
haihx''
i see dou angku change alot onli i ll accpet bk,nt im talking 4him..
is i give time adii
he aso can wait me,he promise geh things he ll d0 it...
but no1 ll understand wad i wan wad im thinking at all

from 7th december
i adi start to lose every1 cuz of angku
i dunno wad to do..
i trust myself tat i can slove it all
i think dou they ll understand me bt at last..
im so sad they make so dissapointed
lik they reli think dou is a user?
isit rite?isit true?
i em xiong fan adii cuz i lik doesnt have frenz
at last they ll understand i think so...

bt i most hope is b4 my zaii wei hou leave kL
i xiong see him 1more time puii him last day~
reli xiong...cry jor so sam fu aso nobody noes
eye so painful...
i think all tis kind of things is me wan to mek de...==
i aso dunno how to becum a [person]jor~!!!!

im so so sry every1
i hope we can be those days happii 2gether

_____nicnic babY____

mY LiFe Damn chAm

tis days very hard to get happiness
jus always have sadness...
wad can i do?
i do everythin tat nid to do...

haihx'' do wad aso get nth
better dun do
nvr do den get hurt
if not sure get scold

why every1 nid to play me?
why so pLayFuL?
play dOu song bOh..
i had enough..
better dun dating dun couple more better wont confuse everytime n every moment
wan happiness
wan things
wan money
wan heart
wan company
everythin eu wan i aso did it all
wan i do wrong i ll beg eu so cham
did ppl wont get a 2nd chance?
i had enough
toO tired
cry toO much make me so sam fu~
better dun get anything more better
haihx''
tis world toO biG
time is short
i jus can say i cant find a guy tat i can trust

mY LiFe came bk again

haihx''
my life came bk is my dad treat me so fierce n so yan man..
everyone cant understand me n cant 4give me wad im duin now...
i hope who has say im change pls understand me 1time as long bah~
im too confuse adii....


tis days always 2gether wit mt dad
nvr left b4...
hp less use...
paktor aso doesnt have time...
kenot waste my time adii....
time to find money n my future...

tis is mY LiFe?
of course...
i need a beatiful future n LiFe 4 my bRosss~~
pic cmg soon wit my bRoss yea~~
wait 4 it...
hahax''
Love u guys.....

unhappy~

i dunno wad can ii do?
im so san fu~
haihx''
how can ii 4get euu nia~

tis days pass so hard
cant get anything wad i want
who can know wad im think har?

i ll rmb wad u did b4 to me..i wnt 4get it 4ever & ever...
i so miss euu nia
do you stil luvb me
can i know ur truly answer?
y u muz hurt me n lying to me?
did i do anything wrong 2 u?
i WAN 2know wad r u thinking about?
pls let me know...
im waiting 4 u..



im waiting 4euu..
i hope i gt a chance..
i can wait how long aso doesnt matter as long u happy..~~!

im really hurt

爱一个人如果需要伤害人，我宁愿选择不爱
IF love one ppl will hurt some one I would rather chose not love
爱是人唯一的希望也是人唯一的绝望　
love is human the only one hope also the only one despair
愛一個人能很幸福,也能很痛苦
love person can be happiness also can be pain
爱是武器是能保护也能破坏的双刃刀
love is weapon can protect also a destroy it's a double-edged blade
愛的重量就是你為他付出的多少
weight for love,count in your pay
愛可以不擁有,卻不能不付出
love can not possess but can't never give
愛是人的靈魂,沒愛和空的軀殼沒分別
love is soul ,no it body was emptied


i so hate u ahx''
dun cum and find me anymore
i doesnt wan to see u 4ever~!!!
hate
hate
hate
恨
恨
恨
恨
你永远
我很恨你啊~
不想再见到你了！！！！！
我们的感情没有的再回头了.....

我好爱你也恨你

纯白无瑕温柔芬芳
你洗的衣服有你的模样
满身是汗脱了又穿
你常笑我脏男人难免啊
那种稀松平常的对白已不再
我爱你好爱你
对不起谢谢
套上手中那只戒
我恨你好恨你
嘲笑我有多狼狈
你的善良我的倔强
我们的小孩会像谁模样
常常在想几年之外
长睫毛女孩单眼皮男孩
曾经近在咫尺的未来已天涯
脑中住着你的脸
孤独刺着我的背

dadii hope u okok

dadi....

our family getting better n bigger adi....

hope u fast get better..

we all missing u nia~

pls cum bk hoR..

we waiting 4euu....

love yea

miss euu

muakszx^^

my life after breaking wit u

i when off happily frm kL
i wan 4get about our pass n wat we happen b4..
i dun wan to think toO much it bcuz is to hurtin me...
im trying to 4get u,bt nid alot alot of time....haihx''

break jor

Sep22 tuesday

我跟他分手了
我真的很失望他怎样对我....
为什么他要变心？
我对他不够好吗，还是新鲜比较好呢？
我好恨他....
我累了够辛苦....


我在jb几天电话响到不停是因为他的事情....
我相信他才离开还留一笔钱给他....
算了吧~
我真好爱你...
这个时候该不该放弃你

我第一次勇敢

我第一次勇敢的跑走，但是我跑到好辛苦，太喘，心痛～！
但是没有人来追我，全部以为我错完...那就算了吧！
下一步该怎样过好....
今天累了，辛苦了...什么都有见识过了...
健益这个人你们一定会很难明白的，只是跟他久的朋友才会明白他的～
我身为他女友，我已经做完我要做的东西和劝他了...已经够了～

我只能说，我真的好爱你...
但是你不珍惜我....

我太爱你~

宝贝老公
我对你不好吗？老实说我还放不下你，但是你还是不改~
我想过了我付出那么多，说那么多都没有用~
所以我觉得如果我对你凶的话你会打我骂用暴力跟我说话...
所以我让给你自己想好了~
你自己去改变吧~
今天我没有睡，我也哭了一整天了...
老公黄健益我太爱你了~

nicnic

31 july jus break wit my bf.
im so upsad y he nid to treat unfair?
你对我越来越不好，你还是不老实！
is nt fair wit me it bcs u treat frens honest den u treat me....u is a biG Liar
你对我不够老实，我什么都告诉你~
算了吧~

i dunno wat im going to do la..
can sum1 teach me?
i reli dissapoited to him
who can make him undertsand wat im thinking n saying?
i hope sum1 can help me...
pls...
tq
nicnic here.

who can be my best love?

haiiz~
i dunno wat im going to do..
我很辛苦做到你女友...
你一说分，你真的很舍得...
算了吧~我那么爱你，你就将对我...
你真的要分？那我尊敬你的选择吧~
我没话说了...
那天我问你，是不是要有个女孩在你身边你说要！
将是什么意识呢？老公我很伤心...
你是不是在针对我呢？你能我知道你在想什么吗？
你小事就跟我吵，我小事跟你吵你就骂我，不见骂就打...
我是你沙包吗？
我不知道你需要怎样的女孩，你没告诉过我...
黄健益我真很爱你的...我希望你明白我的心...
如果真的有了一天我们分开的话,我希望你能冷静的去想我对你怎样！
我忍你是可以，但是不是永远..你都会说人会改变...你还答应我你会改脾气但是你没做到...
我做不到的事情你就发我脾气，有事情要跟你商量你就凶凶的看着我和骂我...
每件事情可以慢慢谈的，但是你不能..我不知道你对朋友跟对我很不同..我不是对来说很重要吗？
我要你老实的对我就可以了...你几时才能做到我最需要的男友呢？
我在等你改变...你懂吗？你根本都不懂我需要的是什么！我不需要钱~你不要以为我开心就是有钱
我用了rm90我都想哭了..很多东西你不明的啦~我说什么你就当耳边风说了只是浪费我的心想...
唉~贝虽然你不听我话，我也是没变对吗？
我只能说你这一辈子没有对我好，除了钱的方面...你要知道什么叫爱要明白它，是什么来的...
应该怎样用它，怎样去珍惜它...对没有？
我说了那么多也没用！
我只能说......................................................
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我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
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我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远 永远
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永远 ！！！！！！！！！

SOME 1 HURT ME TOO DEEP~!

Y U treat me as RUBBISH?
你为什么要讲对我？
我不明白！
你是第一个伤我太深......踩到我的头上！你真厉害~
我只能说我一直以来我都当你是宝，你当我是垃圾！
我对你很失望，我很恨你！我看到你我想骂醒你，但是我要你知道我的感受...
如果我将对你，你有怎样的感觉！
算了！我们的感情就将结束吧....
我会记住我们的回忆..........

who can care bou me?

chyrle ahx.
2dy im nt happii Lohx''
haiiz~
i em xiong mou jor u...tis fren.
bt u make me dun wan care u jor...
cuz sumtimes u wnt call me,bt i ll call u...always me de Lohx''
i dun lik nth den dun wan call....gt things onLi call me.
can lik tat mah.
u know de la..rite?xuan ba la...



keat yin

im stil upsad on u,cuz u stil dunno how to think....
how i say can make u think neh?
aiyoh~now u at outside jor la nt at home leh...
i hope u can ask chyrle bou me more lo...
i care u all toO much bt u guys gt give me care mah?
xuan ba la..
ok liao lo..
soON.....neXt tiMe....i dun wan see u guys be lik tat lo...
i dun wan gt jor bF den dun wan me liao...
lik tat i xiong fONG HEII u guys jor la..
tis is de last chance...hope u all ll read my bLoG everyday,cuz i wnt tell u all in personal...
i wnt.
cuz im nt great in talking..sorry~





i reLi xiong gt a 4ever fren.

so confuse on tis time,wat should i do?

dun do tat again infront to me.
im so confuse when u treat me lik tat...
haiiz~
i love you very much,bt u nvr 珍惜我！
i dun understand wat r u thinking...
can u tell me?
我不明白你想要我怎样？
虽然你养得起我....
但是感情不能用钱来买回来的，我最讨厌男友用钱来买我感情！
每一天你都是那么忙着找朋友，玩！
唉！
算了吧~我没有话说，我只能忍你...忍到我不能忍为此...如果真的有了一天，我离开了你....
希望你能想下自己在做么咯，也会知道我在想什么有多辛苦去忍受你这个男朋友~
我忍你到今时今日只因为我很爱你，你要明白....
有些人爱着对方也很难在一起，因为对方做些对方不喜悦的东西...
老公，你懂感情叫什么吗？爱是什么吗？女友老婆你懂事是谁吗？
是跟你一起的唯一来的.....如果你是真的爱她的话，你会好好对她，珍惜她，听她话...
唉~我只希望你能改变自己吧，我只想要很需要个男友在我身边好好的爱我....

i Love u

i love....u....
wo ai ni 4ever hor....

i miss u all

whr u guys go?
i so miss u all....muaksz
pls contact me.^^

see out photo...
how close bah~
bt doesnt have argue photo....cant take!!!
mayb sum day i ll get 4 it...hahx



guess........
all of them...
i love them sek them too much
bt they treat me as.................................
i dunno them la....
haiiz~



i dunno wat can i do?
how good u guys wan har?
i to tired adi leh...
bt i cnt jus fong heii lik tat lo....rite?
i hope u guys understand me loh...
dun always argue can mah..
gugu ll so sam fu
see dou her always cry
u wan her b wit u all,can...
bt u muz treat her good...
she stil childish u know mah''
she now 20 yrs old,so?
our age nw she is at home let her mum lock
so she is nt lik us leh.
she now geh 20 is our last time geh 13 loh.
i hope u guys understand her loh...pls.....
thanks.....~
rmb wat i say......
im so unhappy everyday...
dadii....guii....u think im angry?
sry u duno wat am thinking cuz u nvr understand me well...
try to think again,im reli angry?
hahax
bye.

all of them is my my close fren 4ever.
bt sumtimes 'll argue lo em song lo...haiiz always lik tat so sienx ahx''
better dun go out everyday wit them...cuz ll sienx geh~
hmmm.....now arguing gan ahx
bt i dun care always make me to fan.
act wat is close fren?wnt argue?
any 1 can answer me?
hmm...=.=''

mY Lao gOng neh.
see>>>>>
handsome mah''
^^

hey,i aso gt my gugu neh~
isit funny?no....
i dun think so....
errr....

next
hmm...my aiyah dad
thr u go.....

tis is my aiyah mother
call chyrle chong
hahax ^^
nice?isin't beatiful?

mY best fren

hi~
me
im nicole from kL

my frens